I astill rateful to God for allowin to live such a colorful life without any hatred or resentnt in heart. Even thouh I have tasted all the coldness and harshness of the world alon the way, I learned thins that ordinary people haven’t learned and have ot the abilities that ordinary people haven’t ot durin those unbearable, ti-beaten, and scarred years, which helped to keep free for the rest of life. 我的心中没有恨，没有怨，仍然感激上苍让我活得这样丰富多彩，虽然一路走来尝尽了世态炎凉，人世心酸。可是在那些不堪回首，满目沧桑，千苍百孔的岁月中我学到了一般人无法学到的东西，拥有了一般人没有的能力，而这些能力将会帮助我在后半生任我逍遥。 I also trick apart frodoin business now, and I deceive those rich playboys into diin out all their ney, dispersin their faly wealth, and pavin the way for . How ny people will ive lots of ney to ke a beautiful won sle? I’just this beauty, winnin lots of ney, which is no loner worthwhile. 现在我除了正正经经做生意，也行骗，骗得那些富贵公子哥们为我掏尽腰包，散尽家财，为我铺路，……多少人愿出千金，只为博取美人一笑。而我就是这个美人，千金而已，对于如今的我再也算不上什么了。 Thouh I’not short on ney now, I like to do thins that challene hun nature and desire, watchin the reedy beco bankrupt and have nowhere to o due to their desires. 现在的我并不缺钱，但是我却喜欢做些挑战人性的事情，挑战一个人的欲望，看着那些贪婪的人被自己的欲望弄得倾家荡产，无路可走的下场。 You will discover that you can et ny thins done just with tricks if you stay in this industry for a lon ti. 在这个行业呆久了你会发现世间很多事都可以凭手段获得。 So people y think that I aa terrible won. Let thetalk about it. If I deceive one re reedy and selfish n, one less ood won will suffer. Therefore, I don''''t think I have any uilt. 也许有人会觉得我是个坏女人，任你们去说吧，那些贪得无厌，自私自利的男人，我骗了一个，就会少一个良家女子受害，我不觉得我有什么愧疚的地方。 My wealth acculated re and re over ti. Besides, life is full of lory and wealth, and I have a ood life that others dreaof, but I anot happy. That feelin of etiness is ettin deeper and deeper. 我的财富随着时间的积累，越来越多，越来越多。 我的人生有了荣华富贵，有了他人梦寐以求的好日子，可是我却不快乐，那种空虚的感觉越来越深，也越来越多。 I aa heartless person. If a person is heartless, will he not be ety? I